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I haven't blogged in a while, I know. Things have been busy. I've graduated, had to move out of my apartment and into P22's. It's been kinda stressful, especially with next weekend looming over our heads like a big, dark storm cloud. I'm just waiting for it to release a torrential downpour onto our lives.
The closer it comes, the worse it gets. Sometimes I think it'd be easier if I left now, just to cut out all the heartache to come. And yet, I know I can't walk away like that, I want to have every last minute together, and then some.
I know it's going to be hard, and stressful, and there's going to be times where one of us asks if it's even worth it, all the heartache. But the truth is, it will be worth it. I can't thing of a better thing to suffer so much for. I wish I could suffer for both of us, to take away the pain. I want to because I know my heart is strong enough to do it for a year... I could do it for five years if I had to, if I knew that when I came back we'd be together. But I can't, we have to do it together. And I'm really glad I have someone so awesome to do it with.
I love you and I believe in us so much...please don't leave me...ever...

Soxtober!!!

That's right, my little bizzles, soxtober is here!!! Finally, the air is a little cooler (unless you live in Virginia, in which case you're probably still sweating), the leaves are changing colors, and my beloved Red Sox are in the playoffs again. It got a little close at the end, and the Yankees somehow made it on top, even though they SUCKED for 75% of the season. Well, actually, they always suck, but I meant standings-wise.

So...another playoff season to look forward to, or dread. I distinctly remember last playoff season being filled with anxiety attacks, high stress levels, and some tears (both good and bad). I was telling my friend today, I think one of my cats could have died, and I wouldn't have cared, as long as my boys won. They did win, and no, my cats didn't die. But they could have, and that's what's important.

And now, onto my predictions.

Yankees - Angels = Angels, if for no other reason than I FUCKING HATE THE YANKEES. That's reason enough, buuut I will say the Angels are a more well rounded team, and the Yankees pitching is dismal at best.

Red Sox - White Sox = Red IS my favorite color, and I'm a wee bit biased, so I say Red Sox.

Padres - Cardinals = Cardinals but it's gonna be close. I'm forseeing the series being 3-2.

Astros - Braves = Sorry Roger, but it goes to the Braves. They're just a better team, in my book.

GO SOX!!!